We Are Never Ever Getting Back Together.

Today marks 1 exact year since Kyle and I broke up. And I'm doing great. I don't even think about him that much anymore unless someone brings him up.

If any of you have ever been in love, you know how amazingly awesome it is to have someone there for you 24-7, to love you. Tell you you're pretty. Tell you goodnight. Tell you he wouldn't rather be anywhere else but with you. Play with your hair at night. Cuddle with you and hold you in his arms until you fall asleep. Look up and point at you in the stands when he scores a touchdown. Laugh with you when you're being silly. Cry with you when you're upset. Love is love and it can be the best thing ever.

But, if you've experienced love, you've also experienced break ups as well.

The feeling that you can't breath and your heart is ripped into 250 different shreds. The fact that your whole future is gone and who you thought was forever is now so yesterday. To sum it up, it sucks.

I was really upset for a long long long time afterwords. Like T-Swifts song says, we went through an emotional roller coaster after we broke up. He called me, he loves me, he tells me "we need space", he calls me "lets talk", he calls me "i don't wanna talk to you ever again."

It basically sucked and he played mind games with me for way too long. And i know I'm no angel either, but we both were young and immature. Who really knows what love is at this age anyway? ESPECIALLY in high school.

After him being a completely different person and dating the girl he cheated on me with, ignoring me and never wanting to talk, being a jerk to even my friends, I called it quits. NO. We are NEVER getting back together bud. Like....EVER.

Yeah you were a great guy, but not now.

Sometimes you miss the memories, and not the person. I know that I will find my Prince Charming one day. ONE day. Not anytime soon, thats for sure. But life goes on. I'm just focusing on NOT being a raging whore and finding guy FRIENDS. Nice guys who aren't just gonna use me. In Provo, shouldn't be TOO entirely hard.

I'm excited to explore the realm of dating again and know that one of these days I will find a guy thats not weird, bald, or a tool.

Cuz i aint settling!

<3 Cassie

Another Year in the Valley

Well I'm back in Provo.

It's been good so far. Worked worked worked until school started.

Too much Jamba Juice to handle. I now officially hate Education Week.

My best friend Addie got married and they are the most perfect couple ever. I love them. <3

School is going pretty good so far. I mean, its school, how much better can it get. I think I am officially going to do PR. If i could do my dream job, I would work for a fashion magazine and then eventually open up my own boutique. But we will see....

I just wish I could just marry a doctor and call it quits. But. That'll never happen.

Other than that. Life is.... Okay.

I love my ward and all but I feel like its so much competition here. Like a bunch of animals at a water hole. Battle of the fittest.

Oh well, I don't wanna get married anytime soon anyway.

Well thats all for now kids. Have a great rest of the Sunday and a great week.

<3 Cassie